November. It was Nope month. I started to thinking a lil surprise for you always even I got bad feeling about you came starting. I dismissed that shit feeling in my mind. I used to try be brave and stay positive thinking. We celebrated it. And for this year will become nothing. Rainy day come and come but this year without tears. At lease a positive thing according it like the past. No matter what we do for forgetting each other for hiding our memory. Never mind I’m fine.