08.05.14

God… Today is my fucking b’day. What a… just wanna cry! Why everything is always running uncontrolled. And I can’t do much. Blue sky, shiny day. The wind blowing slowly. My tears falling like a rain in brightness day. Let it be… by The Beatles accompanying me. Where’re every one that I need?? am I too selfish? I can’t smile in my b’day. Can’t I?? God… why almost every year in this fucking date. Why?? why?? Lonely looking around at a random place. Just feel alone. But… Let it be… this is kindda called LIFE. There are not all thing that you want you can get all. Then… Let it be…