God… Today is my fucking birthday. What a… I just wanna cry! Why is everything always running out of control? And I can’t do much. Blue sky, shiny day. The wind is blowing slowly. My tears are falling like rain on a bright day. Let It Be by The Beatles is accompanying me. Where is everyone that I need?? Am I too selfish? I can’t smile on my birthday. Can I?? God… why almost every year on this fucking date? Why?? Why?? Feeling lonely, looking around at a random place. Just feeling alone. But… Let it be… this is kind of what they call LIFE. You can’t always get everything you want. Then… Let it be…
08.05.14
